Are you feeling alive in your body?
In all areas of your life?
Are you living your best life?
Or is it consumed by expectations, rules, and beliefs you no longer want to subscribe to any more? By family, friends, bosses, society?
I realized over the weekend I have spent the last 40+ years living how other people want me to live.
Saying things other people want me to say.
Acting how others want me to act.
Deciding how I believe others want me to decide.
It wasn’t until just a few months ago, April to be exact, I had an epiphany that despite how much inner work I had done I still was people pleasing and living my life to ensure others wouldn’t judge me (or at least that was my hope).
Until something shifted within me.
I want to be MY happy.
I want to live MY life.
I want to make MY decisions.
Now when I speak my truth people are shocked.
It’s like they don’t know who I am yet I’m the same person with the beliefs I’ve always had, they are now just external and free.
It’s painful at times, yet feels so good to honor who I truly am and came here to be.
So are you really honoring who you came here to be? How you feel? What you desire to say?
Do you believe you have the right to be who you came here to be?
To feel alive?
How are you going to lock this in as a new belief?